4 Perspectives to Make the Process Easier
by Sara B. Hart
How do you write about a difficult thing you’re going through? And why would anyone want to do that anyway? When I was going through a major downsizing of my home last year, I found I longed to write about it as it was happening. I thought it might help me get through the stickiest parts. And at some point I decided I wanted to make the writing pubic because I thought it might help others going through the same thing. The result was my book “The Upside of Downsizing: Getting to Enough.” All of this has happened, and it is gratifying, but it wasn’t always easy. Here are the 4 things I found most difficult, and how I dealt with them:
Some of the feelings involved extremely personal things.
For example I realized that some of the fear I was feeling was very similar to the fear I felt while I was going through treatment for a life-threatening illness. Did I really want to make that previous experience public? I had decided I wanted the book to be as authentic as possible, so I did include that experience, but with a broad description and few specific facts.
Did I really want to live through the current experience again by describing it?
Some of my downsizing moments were painful enough without having to do it all over again. Although I anticipated these difficult writing moments, I actually found that writing about them helped make them less painful. To my surprise what was painful was reading the description again after the writing was completed.
How could I write about those times and not offend someone if they read what I’d written?
A few of the things I wanted to write about involved other people who were doing and saying things that were definitely not helpful, and in some cases were hurtful. Again, I leaned toward authenticity while choosing my words carefully. I also said over and over how cranky I was during this time, trying to blunt the impact of my words by taking responsibility for how I was feeling and behaving at the time. That said, I discovered later that at least one person was offended. I think you just need to know that may happen if you want an honest description of what you were going through.
Often there were so many difficult things going on at the same time, I wondered what I should write about.
As many of us often do, I just sat down and started writing, and found that what most needed to be said, came out. This worked for me. You will have your own way, but as a writing teacher often says to us when we feel overwhelmed or stuck, “What CAN you do?” And that would be my suggestion to you for those times when you’re feeling overwhelmed with feelings and just don’t know where to start.
Writing about difficult things as you’re going through them can be hard. It also can be therapeutic and liberating and helpful to others who may be experiencing similar situations. A crucial decision up front is, “How honest do I want to be?” The answer to that will guide much of what you say and how you say it.
“How will I know when I have enough?” That is the question Sara Hart asks audiences when talking about her special project called Sign of Enough. She began her project in the mid 1990’s, and recently her passion has been refueled as the results of our over consumption and greed become more and more obvious. The idea also became the watch word for her as she completed a major downsizing of her home. Sara focuses on the emotional side of this process in her book The Upside of Downsizing: Getting to Enough. See her website www.signofenough.com for more information.
Dr. Hart has been involved in helping to develop leaders and effective teams inside organizations for 30+ years. Prior to founding her own management consulting company, Hartcom, Sara was in charge of Training and Development for the research division of Pfizer both in the US and the UK. She has facilitated hundreds of groups and presented to scores of meetings. Sara loves to go on bike rides, walks, and to attend concerts, opera, theatre, and especially to have dinner with friends. She lives with her cat, Mr. Bu, in Los Altos, CA.